by Jennifer Greene-Sullivan
This week, the Lord reminded me that even in vulnerability, He is present, guiding, and affirming our steps. As I prepare to release Seeking Jesus Everyday, my first non-childrenâs book, Iâve found myself grappling with emotions I wasnât fully prepared for this book. Let me share what happened on Tuesday and Wednesday, moments that left me in awe of Godâs perfect timing and affirmation.
Tuesday: Vulnerability in Prayer
When my proof copy of Seeking Jesus Everyday arrived on Tuesday, I thought I would be overwhelmed with joy and excitement. Instead, I found myself in tears, feeling deeply vulnerable. This devotional is unlike anything Iâve written before. Each day includes a snippet of my testimonyâraw, real, and honest moments from my walk with the Lord. Iâve never put myself out there in print like this before now.
So, I took my emotions to God in prayer. As I sat with Him, I cried and poured out my heart. I confessed my fears, my doubts, and my longing for strength. I asked Him for courage to release this book into the world, to trust Him with the vulnerability Iâve shared on its pages. I needed His reassurance that my obedience in writing this book was enough, even if it felt overwhelming.
Wednesday Morning: A Word from Liam
The next morning, I wasnât expecting the affirmation I had prayed for to come from my son, Liam. We were lying down together, talking about history and his school project on Martin Luther King Jr. Suddenly, in the middle of our conversation, Liam said something that stopped me in my tracks:
“Mama, you donât need to worry about these books. You only need to think about God, the Holy Spirit, and Jesus. Donât even be upset about making mistakes, just write them and publish them.”
His words hit me like a lightning bolt. I immediately started crying. I said to him, âSon, you have no idea how much I needed to hear that. Did the Lord tell you this?â His response floored me even more:
“I reckon so, Mama. I wasnât thinking about it. All of a sudden, it dropped into my mind while I was trying to talk about MLK, Jr.”
I smiled through my tears and thanked him. But most importantly, I thanked the Lord. Through Liam, He reminded me that itâs okay to be vulnerable, to make mistakes, and to step forward in obedience even when it feels scary.
Application: Walking in Obedience
Reflect on areas in your life where God may be calling you to step out in faith and vulnerability. Are you hesitating because of fear or a sense of inadequacy? Take those emotions to God in prayer, and trust Him to guide you. Remember that your obedience can inspire others and glorify His name, even if the journey feels uncertain.
Here are two verses to meditate on:
- 2 Corinthians 12:9: “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christâs power may rest on me.”
- Isaiah 41:10: “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
A Closing Prayer
Lord, thank You for meeting us in our moments of vulnerability. Thank You for affirming our steps and reminding us that our obedience matters more than our perfection. Help us to trust You, to walk in faith, and to focus on You in all that we do. Amen.đâ¨
Hashtags
#SeekingJesusEveryday
#VulnerabilityInFaith
#ChristianEncouragement
#ObedienceToGod
#FaithJourney
#TrustInGod
#DevotionalLife
#SpiritualGrowth
#GodsGrace
#DailyDevotional
The Aging English Major 