by Jennifer Greene-Sullivan
Saturday night, the Lord woke me between 1 am and 3 am with a sobering lesson. He explained to me that He could no longer teach me nor speak to me if I harbored resentment in my heart. Unfortunately, I had gone to bed angry at my husband.
He said very plainly to me, “I need you to forgive Chris now because you cannot have resentment in your heart.”
Other than the silly thing I had gotten mad about, I asked the Lord, “Other than that silliness, what do I forgive him for, Lord?”
He simply answered, “For all the things Chris does not understand.”
I often still get frustrated with him—by the things he says and does when we are interacting as a married couple, not necessarily when we work together. Even at 50, I recognize that he still doesn’t know how to interact with a woman, nor do I know how to interact with my husband at 47.
So, I gave all the things that Chris doesn’t understand about me and our relationship to Jesus. I offered every ounce of the resentment to my Advocate.
Then, my Father reminded me of the verse that Liam and I were memorizing this past week from 1 John 2:1:
“My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you do not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an ADVOCATE with the Father—Jesus Christ the Righteous.”
The Father pressed me about truly KNOWING Jesus as my Advocate—one who counsels, one who defends, one who intercedes. He said, “Daughter, you must fully understand what it means to have an ADVOCATE with the Father.”
Obviously, I cannot come before the Father unless I have been reconciled through the blood of the Lamb—Jesus, my precious, righteous Advocate.
The Warning
On Sunday night, the Father woke me again to continue His lesson about Jesus the Advocate. He needed me to know what it means to have no Advocate with the Father. Legally, in God’s courtroom, the lack of advocacy has detrimental ramifications for eternity. The Father focused in on the self-idolaters and how they are left alone with no advocate.
This is the Word He gave me, beginning at 3:15 a.m. this morning, and I share it here exactly as He spoke it:
The ME worshippers (believers and unbelievers)
They are the tares
They will have no place in the last harvest
They will have no anointing
They will be reaped and placed in the furnace with the chaff
An idolater has no place in his heart for ME the God of ALL creation of the heavens and in the earth
Depart from Me for I never knew you
You, who worships at the altar of yourself, repent quickly and turn from your wickedness for it all will change in a blink of an eye
You will stand before my throne
With no Advocate other than yourselfThere will be no leniency for the one’s who have worshipped at the altar of the ME
For my Word is sovereign from beginning to end
When you come against my Word and my prophets it will end in FIRE on this earth and in eternity
You will be held accountable for every idle word you have spoken especially those bombastically uttered from a pulpit
Leading my flock astray will not be tolerated
Not one more day
Ultimately, pride hates you more than you hate yourself because it has taken root and Satan has had his way with you through and through
You are rotten—decayed from the core
Because your heart has been corrupted and you have chosen the path of destruction
You’re no different from the Jews who worshipped the golden calf
Because they nor you can have any other gods before me
They nor you will enter the promised land
Every word, every story, every Old Testament saint and lesson and law prepared the way of the Lamb
There is no way except through Him and He is written in every page and seared on every heart therein
All my covenants remain the old and the new
I am not a covenant breaker for I AM the Waymaker!
Jesus was just as much in the tent with Abraham as He was transfigured as He was bleeding drops of blood on the tree. He is the VERY WORD of God!!
Repent. You have 3 days. Give your life to Me and not your religion or I will spew from my mouth and you will lose your platform and your life.
I woke her to intercede and to plead for mercy on your behalf. Doubt her if you dare. You have three days—Tare!!
Reflection
The Lord made it clear: there is no middle ground. We either stand before the Father with Jesus as our Advocate—or we stand alone. To stand alone is eternal devastation.
I was awakened, convicted, and reminded that resentment, pride, and self-idolatry cannot stand in His presence. We must come to the end of ourselves so that we can come to the beginning of truly KNOWING Jesus—not just in our heads, but with a life-changing heart transformation. Also, if you recognize yourself in this warning, and you are a leader of a congregation, this is a VERY urgent warning for you. Have you blasphemed God and His very WORD in your pulpit? Repent now. Do not wait another minute.
Challenge
Ask yourself today:
- Is Jesus truly your Advocate, or are you standing on the altar of yourself?
- Are you harboring resentment, bitterness, or self-idolatry?
- If He woke you at 3 am, what would He find in your heart?
Repent quickly. Surrender fully. Don’t wait.
Prayer
Father, search my heart and reveal anything that keeps me from You. Thank You for giving me an Advocate in Jesus, my defender, my intercessor, my righteousness. I lay down my pride, my resentment, my self-idolatry, and I choose to be reconciled to You through the blood of the Lamb. Let me never forget the seriousness of standing before You without Him. Never let me doubt and banish my unbelief. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Scriptural References for this Post
Wheat and Tares Allegory
- Matthew 13:24–30 – “Let both grow together until the harvest. At that time I will tell the harvesters: First collect the weeds and tie them in bundles to be burned; then gather the wheat and bring it into my barn.”
- Matthew 13:36–43 – Jesus explains: “The Son of Man will send out his angels, and they will weed out of his kingdom everything that causes sin and all who do evil. They will throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father.”
Jesus Our Advocate
- 1 John 2:1 – “But if anybody does sin, we have an advocate with the Father—Jesus Christ, the Righteous One.”
- Romans 8:33–34 – “Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us.”
- Hebrews 7:25 – “Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them.”
Idolatry and Judgment
- Exodus 32:7–10 – The Israelites and the golden calf: “They have been quick to turn away from what I commanded them and have made themselves an idol cast in the shape of a calf.”
- Deuteronomy 5:7 – “You shall have no other gods before me.”
- 1 Corinthians 10:14 – “Therefore, my dear friends, flee from idolatry.”
- Colossians 3:5–6 – “Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature… idolatry. Because of these, the wrath of God is coming.”
Watchfulness and Repentance
- Matthew 25:1–13 – The parable of the wise and foolish virgins: “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.”
- Revelation 3:16 – “So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.”
- Acts 3:19 – “Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord.”
The Visit with Abraham – Announcing Isaac’s Birth
- Genesis 18:1–2, 10, 14
“The LORD appeared to Abraham near the great trees of Mamre while he was sitting at the entrance to his tent in the heat of the day. Abraham looked up and saw three men standing nearby…”
“Then one of them said, ‘I will surely return to you about this time next year, and Sarah your wife will have a son.’ … Is anything too hard for the LORD? I will return to you at the appointed time next year, and Sarah will have a son.”
This appearance is often understood as a theophany (God appearing in human form) or a Christophany (a pre-incarnate appearance of Christ), which ties into the word I received: “Jesus was just as much in the tent with Abraham as He was transfigured as He was bleeding drops of blood on the tree.”
The Unity of Jesus Across Covenants
- John 8:56–58 – “Your father Abraham rejoiced at the thought of seeing my day; he saw it and was glad.” “Very truly I tell you,” Jesus answered, “before Abraham was born, I am!”
- Hebrews 13:8 – “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”
- Revelation 19:13 – “He is dressed in a robe dipped in blood, and his name is the Word of God.”
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Postscript
This has been one of the hardest posts I have ever written. Yet I must be obedient—to the Lord, to His Word, and to the message He gave me. I release it in reverence, praying it reaches every heart He intends.
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